Actually ... Since entering Poly ive been restricting myself alot .... Hmmm ... shud say the holiday during sec 5 when we r bout to enter poly .... Have u guys realise tat ? haha .... So seriously speaking am i wasting my time ? Thats bout 1 and a half year and a blink of eyes .. It passed ....

Why am i saying that im restricting myself ..... Everyday going school without any goals ... And when school ends im like rushing home dono for wad fark ... on-ing the com . and jus camp it till nite expecting smth to happen ... Doubt that my poly mates have good impression of me honestly haha .

That shud not be the way i wanted and im trying to change now ....

Mayb i shud clear away all my doubts ? Even its not what i wanted at least i got an answers rite guys ?

Better den guessing wad is the answer and like thinking about it every single day .... Its tough man seriously ..... So i shud find a suitable time and jus clear it ... And whether its good or bad ... I still have to move on .. Hope u guys will be with me supporting me till the end =D ....