5 days of funeral from sun to thurs which is the cremation. At first i thought that i would not be sad and not cry. But thats not the case when u see others crying u will not be able to control ur emotions and tears would jus flow out . Another thing is that its the 1st time seeing my father crying so hard during the funeral. He tried to not cry which i can see but afterall his a human .. Yeah life goes on . But now i jus only want to takecare of my grandfather and nothing else . Which happen to fall sick on tuesday and luckily we brought him to see the doctor. yup ... Have to spend more time wif him....

Lots of things happen . I dont think i can explain the details of everyting here so ill jus breifly say to inform u guys ... And also thanks those good friend of mine paying respect to my grandma ... Realli appreaciate it .... Thanks ....

100 days . I cant have celebrations and stuff yeah . So guys i think u all don have to celebrate birthday for me .. yeah tats all .. Cya guys soon .